I have really nothing to say. Just that she dont reply my message. She really want i give up on her. Okies lo. Love is Easy. Forget is hard. I really dont hope that thing happen. Last time in cchy i love 3 girl. 3 girl also my best brother stead with her. but i dont mind also. i know that feeling. but i tell him. you can make her smile everyday. i happy lo. am i stupid ?? now also my best brother. to him i dont know? if you really love him , dont think about me. just go ahead accept. i dare to say if you happy can de. i dont know i can wait how long. but lot of friend call me give up. i dont really listen to them. my feeling for you is like everytime i do anything i will think about you. today my teacher called my parent talked about my problem. what problem? more then 1month never go school de. because i really no mood go. this week i really dont wish to go want. but i have to. because my mother cut my line and money. they like pushing me to dead end. i tell her. if 1 day i leave , will you happy? she say will confirm happy. i say not leave this home. is i die. will you? she say what happen to you? own people money ar? i say not money. you dont understand. she have nothing to say. i have 1% to get you back. that 1% just to wait lo. you know everytime i eat my dinner i want sms you. but i scare i disturbing you. that time we message untill half you dont reply. i know you fall asleep, i hope you wake up reply me. but you didn't. you know why everytime i 7 plus then sleep? i ton. but i 6plus reach home already. i just want see before you leave your house will you reply me. i really very happy if i recevied your meesage. but i can see that 2 day liao. nothing i received, i also dont dare to message you. i scare you message him or chatting with him. then i disturbing you. i not trying to say i am a hero. if you really love him. wait for him ask you for patch lo. then accpet ma. we cant be stead just be friend lo. that what you told me. but you must takeCARE of yourself lo. everytime here pain there pain. then sleep so lesss. haiis. but i dont wish to lie to you. i really cant bear to see you walk away. haiis. but you choses to walk away. i really cant hold you. i read your blog everyday that make my mood so ... before i go out. i dont know you write to who? i tired.. your LOVEE.
think is me ma. i dont mind. i just think that. if i really got a chance. i willing to accompany you to anywhere you want or anything you want do. hell or heaven i also dont mind. just be with you can de. AND thank for LILY(sister) and (Xiong)brother. i have no money to eat. You 2 treat me eat and play pool. but i last min got money eat. =X i pay for my food, you just pay for the pool. so thank for the pool. you also must thank me lo. i teach you. when i no mood. someMORE you WIN zhuoweiXIONG lo. i very happy you all accompany me. but when i come down see xiong no mood. i thinking to help. AND AT LAST? everything FINE. because i give xiong play. then you all will cool down and enjoy. that time sorry. i went out and go ***** because i suddenly think of her. haiis. becaus i really dam moodly. morning i already did a 18 year old BOY should not did want. ='( . haiis. but i cant control my water* when i saw something. =X i crazy not because of love. i crazy because i cant make her happy and get her back. The most sad thing for me is that i didnt accompany her whole day (before we break 2 day ago) . and i cant meet her before we break. when she sms me, i straight away went to pub. not dirty PUB. insdie all auntie and uncle place. i only go drink and sing 2 or 3 song only. what happen in that pub or outside pub. i really dont wish to say. got bad and goood new. good is nothing much. bad is really baddd new~ . that all i can say. day by day coming. closer and closer getting to. i losing and losing . but my feeling still there. when will it come to closer and closer to me =X?
i DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO LA . haiiis .
i MISS you
I love YOU
I dont WISH to see you walk away.
I want be with you dontmatter what happen
i DONT WNAT LOST YOU again. (if i can)
Haiis...................









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