Think this will be my last post.
I tired of everything.
I cry and cry.
I am 18 year old. Stilll cry like a baby.
SO useless boy.
What i saw just now really make me down.
If you really love her.
Go ahead. Me not like you!
I wont go back for her to hurt you.
I get hurt from you and her.
I really never play with her.
I really do love her that i can say.
But thing dont go that way.
I have no meaning to live.
After we broke up.
I really dont know what i live for?
When i go home, my parent brother also scold me.
When i come out. i Hate to see you.
BUt i dont wish tto tell..
I stress in everything.
You really want push me into coffin izit?
I willing to do.
Just say. i dont mind jumping down from any building.
what she told me make me very happy , when starting.
But now make me think that everything have change.
You told me that you wont leave me dont matter what.
Just 2 day. you told me you want alone.
i dont know why. you only told me face to face ILOVEYOU once.
i can told you alot of time. I also dont mind to meet your friend.
I also slack with them. i really dam tired i also slack with your friend.
i didn't complain to you. i keep on me. i dont want because of this we quarrel. but why thing change untill like this. why he cant give us a chance. Now i really dont know what i can do. i tell tata i feeling like playing pool. Drink or sing already make me more sad. i need really want be happy. If he really love you so much as i do. Go ahead patch with him. I promise i WONT break you all. as long as you happy. I dont want 2 lion fight. 1 die 1 injury. i be that no ball want. i dont fight. i give him win. i can be 1 big loser. But no one know how sad i am. yesterday night .
THank for you all message me. But i think i really cant stop myself from giving up. When today i saw the tag. my tear drop again. Are you happy?
When you ask why you saw me you wont cry. YEA. i wont cry infront of you. I just want let you happy. But when i walkin to find them. you know my tear drop because of YOU. i really want know the reason that you give me. so long i didn't drop tear for girl. Now i can say that i everynight drop tear FOR YOU. you know? YOU DONT KNOW at all. You know when i alone at home using com. why i dont dare use long. I will C R Y. because everytime i use com just want view you. I dont know that time you tell me you want last with me how long. but i tell you, untill the day we die. That line i really never LIE.
i post this fcuking post i also cant control of myself.
i lazy to make it niccee. because i just feeling like typing out. i dont mind anyone read anot. ugly or what i dont care. i feeling like tell you.
I love you more then he do.
you just pushing a knife inside my heart.
i willing to let you push. Better then you sad.
As long as you happy. i have no comment.
Vivan